Love by basic definition is a strong feeling of emotion or affection towards a person or thing. But it is actually broad that there are different kinds of love and is often compared to different things as a way to define it. Hard to breathe, preventing tears from falling, body temperature getting high, heartbeat rising. I never thought I'd feel this way after learning -- in an awkward manner -- that the person I stopped loving by my choice has found another person to love. It was my choice to stop, my choice to leave her. But I didn't want her to be completely out of my life.. I still care for her and enjoy the small limited conversations, then maybe that's selfish of me to think that we could be friends or maybe I just wasn't ready for this fact that was definitely coming. That now she would be completely out of my life. I've never felt this much emotion for a long time. Even though I shouldn't? The timing to miss her and wanting to talk to her was just.. in time. Why am I still feeling this way after sleeping? A friend said to be honest to myself. The problem is I don't know.. I don't wanna mess things up for her anymore. I just hope this feeling goes away after writing this.

A person becomes perfect, once you fall in love with em.

"They say nobody's perfect.."

Looks, physique, voice, personality.. are only a few of what most people see or look for in a person. Most people are not content, tend to judge and look for something/someone better. Well, that's only natural since we always look for and want that special someone.. that perfect person to spend our life with.

But nobody's perfect right? then again, they just don't realize that..
A person becomes perfect, once you fall in love with em.

Hugs.

A hug is done just by wrapping your ams around a person.
You can do it while facing each other,
or hugging the back of another.
So simple, yet the most powerful thing a person can do.
A hug can keep you warm when cold,
It can comfort you when you feel so down and old.
A hug can be used to say hi to a friend,
It can also be used to say goodbye my friend.
You can hug a person to say I miss you,
but more commonly done to express I love you.
Hugging has so many reasons to do,
So just tell me if you want me to :)

*A supposed to be blog about hugs, turned out to be a try hard poem :))*

Choice-Consequence.

"We all have a choice in what we do, but we can't control or change the consequences."

In life, whether we like it or not, we have to make choices. Decisions that would always have different outcomes. We can make any choice we like. I could stop right now and not continue this foolish blog, or I could keep on typing and say what's on my mind. Still, whichever I choose to do, I can't control the outcome or consequences this decision might make.

If you think about it, making a choice is just so simple. You just have to choose one option and go on with it. But is it really that simple? If you put in the factor of temptation, would you have the courage to make the right decision? Wrong decisions might haunt you for your life with regret. So choosing might not be that simple after all.. in the end, we really should better choose well.damn.

Fate vs Coincidence.

Fate, an inevitable predetermined event wherein somethings are just said to be unavoidable. Many people believe in fate, they believe that some events are just bound or happens rather because of fate or destiny. That you cannot avoid this event and thus believe that it is meant to be or is meant to happen.

A person living an ordinary life, doing the same things, experiencing the same things in his every day life, then suddenly experiences something extraordinary that makes them believe that this is destined for them. Like when two people meet at some point, it is their belief that maybe.. they were destined to meet in this specific time, place, with these certain circumstances. Well, true.. maybe we really are destined to meet with someone at some point. But what if you hadn't gone out of bed which normally you would do. What if you slept a little bit longer, had a different routine in your every day life. So maybe.. this fate/destiny we believe is just in fact, a coincidence that might happen to anyone. A mere coincidence that if at some point you would do something different, it would change the chain of events that should have happened.

Maybe it's true that our life is predestined and is really organized by our fate.
But then again, maybe it's just coincidence..we all have our own beliefs, I mean anything can happen right?

*after reading this I realized that it doesn't make any sense at all haha.anyway..*

I miss laughing my heart out.

I miss thinking and talking about anything dumb in this foolish world and laughing like crazy; like there's no tomorrow.

Death.

A normal person has an average life span of 50-80. If lucky, you can live up to a hundred years or even more. If you think about it, life is long, you can live for up to so many years unlike other living beings. Yes, life indeed seems so long that you may take it for granted. Until the day comes where this very long life that seemed so long is replaced by this opposite sad event where all things a person have experienced, accomplished etc. would be gone in an instant; death.

I know for a fact that life will always come to an end. That in the long journey of a person, there will and always be an end to it. That's just the way it is. Though sometimes there might also come a time, where we would take for granted the company or existence of a person we know. That we may think they would always be there when we need them and take them for granted. Because we would think that life is long and there's always time, but when that time comes, that time we know, would turn into regrets; sadness that is so hard to overcome. You would wish that you had spent more time with that person, have spent much more happy moments, have said sorry for all the things you've done, have said thank you for the happy moments, advices, luxury. You'd wish that you were there when he died, that you had given him at least the last hug, those last words; thank you - i love you and goodbye. You'd wish you have been a better person, that you could have done something in order to make things have a different result --- but that's life, regret always comes in the end.
So you think again, life isn't really that long after all..



Sorry - Thank you - I love you - Good bye
Rest in peace dad.. February 18 1951 - October 8 , 2009